Russian singer Rita Dakota shares with her subscribers how life goes on after exposing her cheating husband. As it turned out, Vlad Sokolovsky betrayed her throughout all their relationships. Although the actress had previously asked fans not to wish her evil spouse, she herself admitted that she sometimes represents his death.
“Every day I discover new things in myself. I just allow myself to be myself, allow any of my feelings just to live without accumulating and not being suppressed. This is the best solution.
Sometimes there are days when I, as a wise Buddhist monk, spread out in a smile of gratitude, I think that his soul is my soul, that all of us are one, divine and absolute, that I need this experience for growth and development, blablabla ...And sometimes there are days when I hate him so muchthat in colors I imagine how it flies down from a huge skyscraper downwards, and then the brain flows out of its split skull onto the asphalt (sorry). And I stand in an ominous voice, laughing like Satan.Then, however, it becomes terribly embarrassing for me and I make a tfutfu, sending him rays of health and longevity, but in my mind I have already knocked him down with a KAMAZ 100 times.And that's fine, I think.It is abnormal to devalue your feelings, to ride farther through life, pretending that nothing terrible happened, and you do not care at all. Also how it happened. I was deceived, used, humiliated, betrayed and sneered.My heart is broken, my family is ruined,life is still like one endless nightmare, and the daughter will never know what a full-fledged happy family is. And this is fucking bad. Alas, this is what really happens to me and I will talk about my feelings, as I have always done. No, not about him, although how aboutI sometimes want to tell all the dirt and the whole truth about what I learned.But no, I will only talk about myself. Because since my childhood I have been writing, and this sublimation helps me. Or maybe because I know for sure that this will help other women who go through treachery, and this is also my mission.
So today I have a very bad day. Today it hurts a lot. But maybe tomorrow will be better) ".